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There
is so much in life
We
all need to deal with
At
times it is overwhelming
That
a little help we all need
A
time came in my life
That
I had to seek that help
I
went to this man
Who
has such knowledge and words of care
He
sat there and listed
While
I cried out in pain
Help
me! Help me!
I
cannot see
He
took the time to listened
And
then showed me the way
Take
care of your inner self
And
all will be O.K.
What
are you truly searching?
Look
down deep and you will find
For
so many inner beauty of qualities you have
A
defining moment some day
Is
what you will need
For
he can only help himself
And
you can only control you
I
was in denial for so long
I
look now and see
I
was not controlling him
He
was controlling me
The
anger I have
In
these wee hours of daylight
Are
so strong
The
longer he does not call me
The
more I can see
I
ask did he love me? Does he still?
It
is really being shown
For
that Brown Bottle
Is
the one he wants not me
I
must say it hurts me so
I
have given so much along the way
All
my love I give to him
And
he still turns away
The
ring I wanted for so long
To
become his wife
To
always be there and to always care
He
said some hurtful things to me
A
woman is who so loving and strong
But
I have always remembered –
What
would be the worst thing that could happen to you?
If
he was not in your life?
That
moment is coming
I
can feel it through and through
I
am scared, I am frightened
But
my mind says-
Take
a moment and look within you
For
Craig has helped you see-
You
are a beautiful person
And
have so many good qualities
I
took the time to seek out God
For
he is above all others
I
have prayed and prayed
He
gave me this release
Writing
my thoughts endlessly
The
thoughts have taken over
And
other things put aside
You
need to hear these words
The
Lord spoke
And
get rid of the pain
So
many in his life
Can
see it- Him slipping away
He
lets his own thoughts
All
go to negativity
How
sad it is
For
he is a great man too
He
has a lot to offer the world
None
of us can tell him
He
is the one who has to want it
Until
he reaches that point
I
have learned
I
have to take care of me
So
it will not be easy
But
I want you to see Dr. Craig
Had
it not been for you
And
that endless list of things
To
work on,
I
would have thought I could never survive
So
as the Christmas season passes
A
year and half you have been with me
Thank
you so much for not giving up on me!
You
are wonderful person
One
who can make one’s world shine again!
Because
of you
I
can get on in this world of life again
May
you always have the strength
To
help those in need
I
thank you from the bottom of my heart
So
I now say
“Guess What
World You Will Not End”
I have a Brand
New Start!
--Robin
Walters, December 20, 2004
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